And so it starts....

Work starts tomorrow >_<
At least i'll have Rob with me all day. He makes me so happy all the time so i'll hold onto that feeling.

The thing i'm hating most about going back to work is the fact I now have to wait until the weekend to photograph my bjds :( It will be dark when I wake up, dark when I get home! I'm going to miss this little one in particular as she's only just got here! My little Pom Bear <3

A rock and a hard place....

I swore to myself I wouldn't moan 24/7 on my blog, so the last few days I haven't posted.
My head is a bubble of anger at the moment due to many different things, so I figured writing it down might help a bit.

I start work again on monday with my fiance. I worked with Rob for a few months last summer, and then three months before Christmas. Now, I have another three months work. I was promised a full time job last time I went to work with them as I work VERY hard (sounds up myself but it's true), and do jobs no one else wants to do. Obviously, they didn't give me a job, despite the promise, and now they want me back for another three months to do yet more stuff no one else can be bothered to do, AND they're going to pay me less. It's only £2.50 per day less, but it adds up. I always let people walk all over me but i'm going to have to take the job as what with the wedding coming up, I need the money. As Dad said, "you're damned if you do, damned if you don't."

Secondly, where the frick is my flower garden lumi?
I search everyday, annoy everyone on my flickr by posting so many "wtb" adverts for her, and still, nothing. I know two people who have her and don't ever photograph her. It sucks!

Mawi got out the wrong side of the bed this morning I think.....

Postal Strike

I've just come back from the post office after wrapping everything up to send off to all the lovely people who bought things from my Pullip/Dal closet clear out. I am relieved I got everything sent, but annoyed at how rude people can be. When I got there the place was empty. As soon as I started to post things (registered post they seem to take ages doing and I had three of them), people started to line up behind me. They were sighing, huffing, one lady said to her child (who had only just got there might I add) "Well you'll have to wait to buy sweets as the lady infront is taking a LONG time". I'm very shy and found myself shaking when handing over the post.

On a positive note, yesterday my long lost package from Canada arrived after being posted in November......The word "Perfection" comes to mind. I'm going to go and look for wigs for her online. Dolly therapy always helps! Then it's off to see Avatar in 3D at the Odean for the second time :)

Blog is back!

I haven't used a blog for years and have meant to get back to it, plus seeing as I no longer have any "friends" (who are real and not made of resin), I thought it would be a great idea to post every now and then little snippits of my life so people can get a general idea of who I am.

The facts:

• I am 21 years young
• I live in England (but my head is always in the clouds)
• I am getting married on the 8th of May 2010 to my superman
  
• Photography and Doll collecting makes up pretty much 80% of my life
• Orange juice and peppermint tea are my drinks of choice
• I ALWAYS hate my hair
• I can't sleep without my cuddly Iguana. Truth.
  
• I am painfully shy and can often come across as rude. It's not that I don't WANT to talk, it's just that I find it hard to.
• In my year book, the word used to describe me was "enigmatic". I think this is because no one truely knows what to make of me!
  

Anyway, this is enough for now. Tomorrow is a dolly day. I am expecting a package which has been missing since November 2009, and have lots to send out after selling a lot of things. That, and wedding evening invites are still sitting there calling my name.....