Tuesday 9 February 2010

And so it starts....

Work starts tomorrow >_<
At least i'll have Rob with me all day. He makes me so happy all the time so i'll hold onto that feeling.

The thing i'm hating most about going back to work is the fact I now have to wait until the weekend to photograph my bjds :( It will be dark when I wake up, dark when I get home! I'm going to miss this little one in particular as she's only just got here! My little Pom Bear <3

Monday 1 February 2010

A rock and a hard place....

I swore to myself I wouldn't moan 24/7 on my blog, so the last few days I haven't posted.
My head is a bubble of anger at the moment due to many different things, so I figured writing it down might help a bit.

I start work again on monday with my fiance. I worked with Rob for a few months last summer, and then three months before Christmas. Now, I have another three months work. I was promised a full time job last time I went to work with them as I work VERY hard (sounds up myself but it's true), and do jobs no one else wants to do. Obviously, they didn't give me a job, despite the promise, and now they want me back for another three months to do yet more stuff no one else can be bothered to do, AND they're going to pay me less. It's only £2.50 per day less, but it adds up. I always let people walk all over me but i'm going to have to take the job as what with the wedding coming up, I need the money. As Dad said, "you're damned if you do, damned if you don't."

Secondly, where the frick is my flower garden lumi?
I search everyday, annoy everyone on my flickr by posting so many "wtb" adverts for her, and still, nothing. I know two people who have her and don't ever photograph her. It sucks!

Mawi got out the wrong side of the bed this morning I think.....